My current state of mind is making me uneasy. I'm sick of this city, sick of this house, sick of most of the people I'm around daily. I want to go somewhere...somewhere that is completely untouched by mankind and where there are no lights for a hundred miles in all directions. I want to go and lay in an endless field of unbloomed daylillies on a warm summer night and marvel at the stars that I've never seen before because of the hindering street lamps. I want to lay there all night and count the stars until the sun rises. When it does, I'll watch the daylillies bloom  and breathe their first breaths of pure air and stretch their dewy blossoms towards the warm morning sun.

And I'll want you there with me...through it all. I want to feel small with you, like we're the only two people left on this planet in the middle of the never ending universe. If only you knew how I long to see the sun reflect in your beautiful eyes...I wish you knew.

Maybe I'll tell you someday.






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